Nox (Untamed Sons MC Book 2) by Jessica Ames

Author:Jessica Ames [Ames, Jessica]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-11-23T16:00:00+00:00

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Lucy

My mind is a jumble as I try to work out what else I’m going to need to make my escape. I don’t want to go. I don’t want to leave Nox or Sasha, but I have to. The time has come. I can’t delay any longer.

Fear makes me edgy, my heart racing in my chest as I stuff my packed holdall under the bed. As soon as the clubhouse quietens down for the night and the prospect comes off the gate to man the bar, I’ll leave. I just have to keep my head down until then. My gut fills with bile. Doing this will hurt the people I love, but what choice do I have?

I call Sasha for the last time. We talk for an hour, my jaw aching as we laugh about random shit no one else would probably find funny. Leaving her is going to hurt, knowing I’m betraying her hurts more. It’s on the tip of my tongue several times in the conversation to tell her my secrets, to come clean, but fear of what might happen to her, to me, if the truth is out keeps my mouth firmly shut. She would have to tell Ravage, and fuck knows what would happen then. I can’t see the club letting me walk out of here in one piece.

When I’m finished talking to Sasha, I let my tears flow, let go of the emotions I’m holding behind the dam wall. This is too hard, but it has to be done. What choice is there? As I sit there, I let my anger, my rage for Isaac grow. I hate him for putting me in this position, for not letting me go when I want to. I hate him for keeping me trapped like a caged animal.

My hate is pointless, though. A waste of energy. It won’t change what has to happen.

A fist pounds on the door, and I jolt back. My first thought is do they know, but if they did, would they bother knocking? These men don’t strike me as people who knock on their enemies’ doors.

Slowly, I get to my feet and move to the door, wipe moist palms on my jeans. When I reach for the handle, I try not to freak out, but my hands are trembling. I twist the knob and pull it open, revealing Nox. His shoulders are sagged, his demeanour on edge.

“I need you,” he says with a desperation I’ve never heard from him.

I should say no, but this will be the last time I’ll have him. Selfishly, I nod. His mouth crashes down on mine, his tongue plundering into my mouth as he pushes me against the wall, my spine slamming into the plaster hard enough to bruise. His movements are frantic and bold as he takes, claims what he wants and I let him, wanting everything he’s giving. We tear off each other’s tops and he slips my bra off, leaving us both bare from the waist up.

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